I don't know how many people out there actually knew Nick/Nicholas, but I am writing to inform what some of you may already know, which is that he took his own life on December 6th, 2012. I am his brother, Greg, and have been searching for answers but I keep coming up with dead ends. My family and I would appreciate any insight any of you may have into his thoughts. We've gone through the blogs, but if anybody has anything they can share (privately), we'd be eternally grateful. I'm sorry the news had to come this way. Thank you in advance for your help.

Nicholas Sutherland

male (w), green eyes, brown hair.

5ft.8in., 110-113lbs.

artist, curmudgeon, bi-polar, apatheist, pansexual.


"There Is No Happy Place."

Peccatum - Desolate Ever After

Tetsuo: The Iron Man (1989)

Begotten (1991)

Begotten (1991)

Kriegsmaschine - prism

Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man.
Friedrich Nietzsche